Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Okay God, I Get It

It's been a long time, comin', I know. Transitioning from being a mother of one to a mother of two was more difficult than I imagined. I thought the difficulty would be in going from none to one, but boy was I wrong! I absolutely love it, don't get me wrong, and I wouldn't change a thing. But finding time to blog has been beyond challenging. In fact, I had given up on it altogether until very recently.

This fall I joined a MOPS (mothers of preschoolers) group with some friends from church. We meet twice a month, the kids get to participate in awesome kids programs, and us moms get some time to listen to a speaker, make a craft, eat yummy food, and spend time in small discussion groups. Last Friday, the speaker spoke on the topic of self care. She emphasized how mothers of young children need to take time to do something for themselves, besides maybe taking a shower, each day. The thing that came to mind for me was blogging. I used to love putting this blog together, posting pics, and writing to clear my head and organize my thoughts. Then when we broke off into our discussion groups, the mentor in my group mentioned what she called "sacred echoes" which is when God keeps bringing the same thing to your attention through various means, just to drive the point home. So I thought of my Grandma, and how she had told me she missed reading my blog. Then I thought of my father-in-law Tony who was giving me a hard time just the other day because he keeps checking it and seeing the same old post. And then I thought about how blogging was the first thing I thought of when the speaker was speaking. So I made a mental note that day to see about blogging again, but I proceeded to get too busy, like always. Today, though, was the icing on the cake. A friend of mine posted on Facebook that she was going to start blogging again, so I followed the link to her blog because I had never read it before. And what I found there was my story! She wrote about how she was going to MOPS and she felt God was telling her to get back to blogging, etc, etc. How's that for an echo from God? So... God, I am sorry for making you repeat yourself so many times. I get it. And a-blogging I will go! :)

2 comments:

Bud & Mary said...

Thank you Jesus...

I dearly love your Blog,Jessica and your creativity in "telling" things. Yes I have missed!!! you..

I love putting down things too..

God Bless and may you find that unhindered time, and SAY even an article for the "Good News" might be nice... :-)

The Matthews Family (Est. 2003) said...

I think you're awesome!!!! Jess, thanks so much for your kid words on your comment on my blog! I'm so glad that the Lord allowed what I wrote to speak to you it really is amazing to see how God uses different people, events, etc...to speak into our lives. I"m so glad that you'll be blogging again too. I've loved reading our stuff in the past. I totally understand how having two can really take up time, and though it's time well spent, we do need an "outlet." I've also had to adjust to having two and it's not always easy especially when one of your two is so needy (not naming any names....ASHER!) :) lol. I wanted to let you know that I really admire you in so so many ways I think you are doing a GREAT job as a mommy. I've loved getting to know you and I look forward to knowing you more! keep up the great work! You are loved!

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